If you read my post on again but mostly off well here is the follow up. He's not giving me any time because he does have someone else, which he threw in my face in the most round about way possible but still.
Yes he's a jerk. I am stupid for holding on so long but I am done this time.
I am just not the type of girl that can be in a relationship that is shared.
and even though I knew it deep down it still feels like this slap in the face.
and if he comes around again.
I deserve to not be with someone that makes me feel like this all the time.
I am going to bed and hopefully I will feel better in the morning.