I haven't been eating much. I fall asleep early but wake up after dreaming about him. I hate waking up and facing the day knowing he's not a part of my day anymore.
He comes off like he doesn't care at all which is the hardest as I sit here and Cry.
I'm trying to focus on the things I really want out of life and me, but what I wanted out of life was him and I.
I've even tried having a celebrity crush.
I wish I knew what to do.