Sunday, December 30, 2012

I don't want a Disney Prince I want Roger.




Girls and guys always discuss what Disney Prince or Princess they would want to have a happily ever after with, I don't think I would want a prince I would want Rodger from 101 Dalmatians.


How much of a cartoon babe Roger Radcliffe is? He’s a bachelor music composer. He’s funny. He’s romantic. He loves dogs. He’s tall. He has nice hair. And he really rocks fitted slacks and sweater vests. I can’t believe I’ve overlooked this insanely attractive songwriting hipster gentleman!


Maybe I'll find someone close one day!!

I am also alright with having some anita in me!!!


She is a classy lady that loves dogs, her husband, and she has a fun sense of humor. I wouldn't mind being like her one bit!



Wednesday, December 26, 2012

This is pretty amazing!




his pledge to her.

i will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar. i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle, i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger. and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling. sometimes. other times i will not. i will go faster. harder. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random txts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you. i will love you. i will love you.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

If I guy brought me this.....





I'd love something out of the norm like this then I would flowers!

Sunday, November 4, 2012

No means no!





This is a topic that has come up in my life a lot lately. I mean and you really think it wouldn't but there is a vast majority of people who think this. Thats not okay in my book, and if your kidding when you say that 1. its not funny 2. You should let people know this.



NO always means NO!

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

To continue the things I used to be into trend I seem to be into




I watched the end of "She's all that today" Oh Teen Movies. This one was from when I was in middle school.


I wondered when I watched it what had happened with Sarah and Freddie. Had they to been doomed to a devoice like most hollywood couples. This is what I found on my search.




They are still together and such a cute couple yay!!! OH but there is more....



They have kids, a Little girl and they just welcomed a little boy!




This one with the grey hair kinda make me feel old......Just sayin!


Tuesday, October 23, 2012

oh 2003




My music taste is really wide and varies but I have started going through old music I used to listen to when I first moved from home. Its kinda funny. Here is some!





I used to sing this all the time to my roommate.




and I just spent 2 hours searching for this song, I did find a lot of other songs I used to listen to (good times) and friended a friend on facebook I haven't seen in years.

I could not remember her name!! I knew it started with an M and i search and search and searched and then it just came to me!!

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Hello Butterflies!




I love the feeling a crush gives you even if its only for a little while.

I started talking to this guy and I really like him.



I started to notice myself getting a clump in my stomach every time I saw he was online. I found myself checking every 30 seconds, hoping he had written me back. I found myself falling for a stranger.


I find it strange to be laying in bed at night thinking about this person I've never met!


I'm really excited for our date!

Maybe it will just be a friendship, or a flop, or something unexpected!




Thursday, August 2, 2012

Sometimes blogging can make you sad




For the most part blogging makes me happy. I love the craftyness of people. I love finding new music, and I feel invested in peoples lives. When days are good you want to cheer with people and their happy little blog post and say the world is indeed a good place!!

Then there are days like today where I am just lonely. Surrounded in a world of happy couples. Getting hit on by guys who are too young or taken has taken its toll and I feel ready to give up, no more thinking this I shout:


I think I'll go on and see what the blog world is up and maybe I will feel better, Not so much.....



I mean really there are a lot of happy couples out there in the blog world and while I love them all and hold to the advice they give for my future it can also drag a single girl down in low moments like these.

My friends been struggling to have a baby and she went to go try invitro again and it didn't work and I sit her completely heartbroken for her and then I go to read a blog showing off a baby bump, and while I am completely over joyed for that person its just got to be hard sometimes for all of us to bear the perfectness that is blog land.


I'm going through a tough time these days, I mean its written all over this blog and while I wish I could always be that happy camper, Its hard when you just want to be in L.A. in your apartment that should be yours but that someone took away from you. That I didn't have to feel so bad for leaving here, that it wouldn't break my heart to leave here.





I miss my friends so much and I know that things wouldn't be so hard if I had them here.







and the world seems to be in love while you have no idea why no one will love you.



I'll get back to my normal blogging self I am sure but right now its hard, and I know that all the other bloggers out there have days like this, worse even, it just feels like sometimes it thrown in your face is all.

It will get better


Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Sunday, July 29, 2012

love quotes and key chains




“I’m not saying that at some point love isn’t staying up until 2am phone calls or stealing kisses when you least expect it, or instantly falling for each other’s favorite songs because it is, or at least that’s what the lead up to it feels like, but real love, is so much more. It’s going out at 12am to get something to eat for your wife who can’t get out of bed, it’s listening to them as they explode with vulnerability on your living room couch talking about how they were only so young when they’re parents passed on. it’s remembering how someone likes their coffee in the morning without asking—without ever asking, it’s visiting someone in the hospital knowing the last thing you want to do is see them in that condition, it’s wanting to be with that person despite despite everything, the future, the past, and everything in between, it’s the intimate things that you don’t even realize involve such intimacy, but they do, in secret, like the pinky promises you two made behind your back, to love one another for always, in the time you thought you were in love, when you were actually just on your way to it.”

My favorite scene from a show and some dress love!





Ted: Okay, I’m going to say something out loud that I’ve been doing a pretty good job of not saying out loud lately. What you and Tony have, what I thought for a second you and I had, what I know that Marshall and Lily have… I want that. I do. I keep waiting for it to happen, and waiting for it to happen, and… I guess I’m just tired of waiting. And that is all I’m going to say on that subject.

Stella: You know how I talked my way out of a speeding ticket?

Ted: Really?


Stella: I was heading upstate with my parents, I was doing 90 on the country roads, and I got pulled over. So this cop, gets out of his car, swaggers over and he says, ‘Lady, I’ve been waiting for you all day.’ And I said, ‘Sorry Officer, I got here as fast as I could!’


Ted: For real?


Stella: No, it’s just a joke. [pause] I know that you’re tired of waiting. And you may have to wait a little while more but, she’s on her way, Ted. And she’s getting here, as fast as she can.


I read this scene from how I met your mother when I am worried that HE won't be coming but then I remember he's on his way and he's getting here as fast as he can! I also like to plan our wedding while I wait. I love that dress above!!!

I love tea



How cute are these paper Cups???





I love this light, I want to make one!!





I like this but I would I just have a tree with teacups hanging in it?



I'd love to have teacups and invite people over for tea!!



Thursday, July 26, 2012

your just a stepping stone to bigger things to come





So I was talking to this guy and I started liking him, then he stopped talking. He's txted me twice since then but only the once and each time its like a small glimmer of hope that makes me sad again.


But I realized he was just a small stepping stone to a much bigger plan for my life. He helped me realize that I can share stuff I've been scared to with no judgement. He made me realize I could meet someone on a dating site.

He also helped me get over someone I've was fighting all year long not to like.


But I think the most biggest grandest greatest thing of all is he was this stepping stone that led me down a path to find the one person that I will end up with! Who would never just stop talking to me, who would never have another girl on the side.

and yes I realize there are some things that I am in fault with to, maybe I should of listened more, or compromised more, but see again thats just another reason maybe I needed him so that I can learn this things so I don't mess it up when the one that really matters comes into my life!


Monday, July 23, 2012

Funny times


I just found this video over at little reminders of love (one of my favorite blogs to read)

I normally find the ah inspiring this things to keep me going or help me be more creative when I read blogs, Sadly I haven't been doing it as much lately and seem to be doing it more when I'm really blue.


This video no doubt would of been added to the list, but....I had already seen it. It was February of this year and the start of the new semester at the middle school. Some classes changed for kids like electives and I have to sub that day. I after figured out the details of where I was going learned I would be going to an electronics class, okay.

Well it was all 7th and 8th grade boys! The teacher that manly man type who worked construction and well was now teaching electronics, and here I was like "wow I am the only female in here" and very female that day I had on you know a dress and tights and teacher like shoes. I had to try to climb very lady like onto the stool!

The teacher played a video, and well it was this video above. I was so into watching the video thinking "wow how great is this" but then the student with the short attention span I was there with started asking me life questions and then I realized no one was watching and then I laughed because its like where am I watching this video?

I of course shared with all my other staff members this story throughout the day.

That class turned out to be a crazy one where the teacher cared less about rules. You'd walk in and he'd be giving a lecture and boys would be standing on the tables and dancing, and they would always talk about crude middle school boy things of course. It was like this all year. which is like how am I suppose to be here making this student pay attention when no one is. Even if wood shop they didn't even follow the rules!

well one day I went in and these boys were throwing around a Frisbee and I walked over and actually got my student to work, yay! Then I got conked on the head with said frisbee by a kid with one broken arm and had to go get an ice pack.

The vice principal went into to talk to them all but I never had to return to the class again but I don't think I'll ever forget that first day!

Monday, June 25, 2012

what did I do?





I met a guy online. we talked all the time. The conversations were good, now no matter what I try there is no talking.......I don't know what I did wrong.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Goofy Wedding, I love it!





I think it would be fun to get on a roller Coaster in a wedding dress.






I know a lot of guys that would be happy with this photo.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

I would love


To learn to play the Ukulele! It just seems awesome!

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

How do you tell someone?


When they are in a bad relationship. Like she hates your friends when you choose to hang out she gets mad and leaves you sitting somewhere for 5 hours. She doesn't make an effort but you damn well better be making an effort for her. Your going through school but she wants a tiffany's engagement ring. You want kids more then anything in the world, the person you hope you'll be having them with doesn't. How do you tell someone this? do you not and watch. Hope its not too late?

Monday, June 11, 2012


I'm a broken Hearted girl and i'm sad. I do like this video though......

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Remember these?


I found the little clips a month ago when I was cleaning through things to take to the kids at school! I clipped them to my makeup bag. Its funny they were suppose to be the music of the future. Now you can just get music from the internet. I'm spending the weekend with my cousins. Its bittersweet, after all this time I have spent with them this year this will be the last time, They are moving and the chances of seeing them are slim. I rented a bunch of Disney movies that they've never seen like Pete's Dragon and we are doing a weekend movie fest. We have Junk food and we are just hanging out! its nice.

Friday, May 4, 2012

laughing.


Laughter makes the world go round, Even when I have a bad day it makes it all go away. My students are so funny and make me laugh on a daily basis.
My co-workers keep in stitches. There are these two guys and they are just perfect to bounce off each
other. I crack up. They always count on me these days to be there giggling at their humor.
Sometimes all you need is a good laugh.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Sparks

Have you felt sparks before. I don't think I Really have till today. Have you liked someone you shouldn't so you push them from your mind? I'm trying. We work together and I try. I figure we can just be friends and that is how I think of him, or try to think of him.

Something broke while working with students and well hands brushed.



I pulled away quickly I was shocked at the sparks I felt in that moment.


Where we touched my hand felt warm for a long time, I turned my focus back to my students but in the back of my mind I pondered what would it feel like if you actually took my hand?


all this from a gentle brush of the hand during a simple lesson to students.